Donghae , I love you.

I don't know where to begin but for sure , I love you. I know we're 17 years apart and I don't mind , I wish you don't mind too. Donghae oppa, I want to meet you. I'm hoping for that one specific day to arrive. A beautiful , perfect day where I can meet Donghae and share amazing memories with him. Honestly , I'm always dreaming in the castle , like having a warm , comfortable chat with Donghae at a beautiful place and a comfy weather.

I won't say : "Love me oppa because I have loved you for a very long time , repay my feelings".
Love is not something that humans can force , there's no way it's gonna happen. If fate allows , insha allah , I'll be with you oppa. Yes , I loved you as Donghae the ordinary man , not Donghae the famus singer. I've admired you and to say I'm obsessed with you , its wrong. I'm not obsessed , I just hoped and pray that you would be mine one day and I'd be yours truly.

Ps/: I;m listening to Evanesce II bu Super Junior D&E

The Only Thing That Matters

I had enough with their shits honestly. I'm too tired to even care about what are they up to. I said bad things to them but its true. I know that it taste bitter to swallow all my words. Even if they want to harm me , I'm not even a bit afraid of them. I know that it's actually one of the genius way to caught them and put them behind bars. I don't even like the fact that those people are related to me by blood. I never once like the fact that I shared the same blood with people who do shits. I don't know how's my future planned for me. i hoped for the best , only. I want to study abroad at the top Medical University and work , succeed my throne and have my own house , cars , things that I want. Marriage? I'm not gonna marry the people who is in the same country as mine. I want to marry a Korean or American or maybe British man. One of those of course. Why? Because man came from those 3 countries are hot & kind. That's my taste , not even being racist but I had my own dream man. To be married is to be tied in knot , staying with my partner and share our love and spread it through generations. For me , getting marry early is not well suited for me as I want to chase my dream as a doctor. I want to build my own hospital , a foundation for those in need and I want to make  everything that I create is equal for everyone.  Society doesn't need to be separated by wealth , power , position , colors of skin , races and religions.
I'd like to spread humanity so that the world would be a better place before the end of day.

동해 , I love you. I know you won't heard me. I'm confessing. You don't know how much I adore you. Even now , I wanted you to be mine forever. Our age gap is huge but what's wrong in that? Its not like I'm 12 and you're 72. We're not that distant. 자기야 , 사랑해 , I hope you won't be getting married to anyone until I meet you and things can start there. I love you , I need you. Writing this , I wished for you to acknowledge me and give me the chance to love you even more.  I wanna grow old with you till death do us apart. I wanna be close to you as someone who is your partner , your lover forever. I want  you to be a part of my life and I'm hoping and praying that I could be a part of your life too. We have so much differences in many aspects but things change. It may be hard but I'm willing to go to all the struggles to be with you and be the woman in your heart after your mom forever.

왜 너는 너무 귀엽고, 귀여우면서도 섹시 해? 이봐, 너는 뭔가있어. 그 무언가는 사랑으로 가득 찬 단어이지만 나는 설명 할 수 없다. 완전한? 귀엽다? 나는 네가 그 모든 좋은 것들이지만 나쁜 것들은 아니라고 생각한다. 동해씨 ,             사랑해요 ,

너의 유일한 뮤즈가되고 싶다.

Seoul , Korea

I've visited Korea for a couple times , found myself missing that country so much. Seoul is where I left my soul. Didn't want to leave and wanted to stay. So , what i'm gonna do is that , I'm going to make sure , I scored in my exams and got straight As , and I'm thinking of studying abroad in Korea. The course that I'll be selecting is , Medical , of course , 6 years of studying and I can't jump eventho I score 4 flats. Learning is hard but the outcome of those efforts I put in , Insya Allah , its gonna be straight As in my hand. I wanna make my parents proud of me , don't wanna let them down anymore. Also , I'm in love with someone now , Insya Allah , it'll last. Lee Donghae oppa , if you're reading , I'm hoping so ahahaha , just want you to know that I love you so much and it doesn't hurt the way I used to love someone before you. Haru & One Day , just like your cafe name , I'm hoping that one day , we will meet again when I'm matured enough to be called a lady , and when my career is going well. Now, I'm still 16 years old and studying in Malaysia , my country. They say , distant love are hard yet I'm hoping it to happen. Donghae Oppa , you are that Winter cold , my heart shivers whenever I see you and listened to your voices. You are that Spring where Cherry Blossom blooms and I would love to take an ootd with you. You are that Autumn where Falling leaves fallen and I would love to have you by my side my munchkin. And you are that Summer , where the hotness fill in with passion of love burning. Here I am once again , writing this. XOXO Kang Hyena

Lee Dong Hae Super Junior

LEE DONG HAE

Born in Mokpo,South Jeolla on 15th October 1986. He is the youngest and he has his mother and older brother. The main dancer along with Eunhyuk Oppa in Super Junior Kpop boyband. An idol with 13 years experienced. I'm in love with him. Totally in love with him , in fact , I even studied Hangul. I loved Super Junior songs , especially the latest album they released in November,2017. The album title is "BLACK SUIT" . Donghae oppa wrote a song called One More Chance aka Don't Leave Like The Rain. The song is so good though , so in love.

Donghae Oppa is kindhearted and he is very introvert , doesn't talk much but when he does , its so funny. He took care of his health very well. Fruits that he loves eating is Apple and Tangerine. He even ate ginseng and lemon water. 

 Reason why I'm so in love with him is that he is not someone who pretends to be nice but he really is nice. He loves helping people that are in need and he never neglected his duties also he respect his hyung and mother very much. He works hard despite all hard challenges , someone who is very sincere. Soft-heart man who is so cuddly and funny.  He loves his Super Junior members and especially very close to Eunhyuk. They got their own sub unit which is D&E , love their album especially the song called "Where is She?" "Growing Pains" "Breaking Up" and "Mother" also "Here We Are" and my first favourite of Donghae's is First Love , the lyrics are so simple and it stuck inside my head.

So cute, so charming , so just him.

No pretenses and so calm.

Just by looking at him while listening to his songs , my day is complete.

Super Junior

I started loving this idol group ever since they released their perfectly fine song called "No other like you". The member that I favor most is Donghae. East man who is a crybaby on variety show and a very good singer. He wrote the song called "One More Chance'' and sang it with the SuJu members which is Heechul Oppa , Eunhyuk Oppa , Yesung Oppa , Leeteuk Oppa , Shindong Oppa and Siwon Oppa. The maknae is still serving in the military. Kyuhyun Oppa will be discharge next year in May.

  Super Junior is unique and crazy. So crazy like really crazy. I wanted to write this in Hangul but I'm not using my Korean keyboard right now. SJ Returns was their comeback variety shows , couldn't get enough so now, they launched their own Super TV which will be airing tonight at 11 p.m. KST and 10 p.m. in Malaysia. I'll be watching the show live using VLive application that I've installed in my phone.

  Actually , I'm planning to go to Korea this year. It's a school trip like last year. There are many reasons on why I need to go. I wanted to buy Super Junior's album and posters and postcards also calendars of them. Aigoo , wish I could go to the fan signing event of Super Juniors but I couldn't cause I've been busy.

 Dear Super Junior Oppas , I'll be supporting you with them  E.L.F like every moment. Please be strong physically and mentally also please be careful in the cold weather or hot weather. For this year , all of you Super Junior members will have many concerts in other different countries.

 Siwon Oppa , please be patient of everything that's happening to you now. I know that you have no intention to do so and it is your responsibility. Please  be  strong.

Donghae Oppa ,사랑해 I've liked you since I first acknowledge Super Junior. You are 31 year old this year but you don't look old yet so young like a baby. Also Oppa , I love you but can I ask for only one thing? Please and please save your Live in Instagram. HAHAHAHA.  I sometimes missed to join your live because I was still in school that time, Aigoo uri Donghae Oppa. 안녕하세요 동해 오빠💖💖💖
오빠 대박 🔥🔥🔥👑👑👑👑😚😚😚😚 보고싶어용 😘😘😘
 Kang In oppa , himnaeseyo 힘내세요.

Leeteuk Oppa , Eunhyuk Oppa , Yesung Oppa , Shindong Oppa , Heechul Oppa , Ryeowook Oppa , Kyuhyun Oppa and Sungmin Oppa , himnaeseyo , naneun oppa neomu chuwayeo. Cheoneun Kang Hye Na imnida. 나는 16 살입니다. 나는 슈퍼 주니어 멤버 모두를 사랑하고 영원히 내가 할 것입니다. 사랑해. Super Junior Fighting.