Friday, 5 May 2017

He adored me.

He looked  . He stared  . He glanced  . 

He was perfect , I defined him as perfect even if its not true. To be honest , 7 years of loving you , I wasn't waiting  nor hoping for you to come to me. I wished you know what I felt but you don't care. You comforted  me but then you humiliated me and you even killed me, my soul. I was honest with you but did you? I don't know what phrase that suits the situation between us. I kept asking myself numerous time if you ever loved me as much as I do. You gave me an answer that keeps me holding onto the things I shouldn't. 

I've got to thank Charlie Puth though. Why? Because his newest song called 'Attention' is the right way to describe what we have now. Maybe or just really , you just want my attention but not my heart? Why? Is it a fatal flaw to love you? I can be nice and  relaxed if you want me to but don't put me beneath you. I didn't get down to reach your hands to get up with me. I loved you? yes. But it doesn't make any sense if you keep trying to keep me when you don't even need me.

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